Keith Koo Xingjian's Blog

2009-05-31T20:59:00.002+08:00

Long Time No Post

Nothing much really happened recently until tis few days... so long time no blog...

Yesterday run my first marathon in life and I managed to finished it in 7 hours! Yeah! So unexpected... cause I never train much haha...
And now my legs dun feel like mine... super pain and numb lolx... Also go abrasion on inner thighs super pain...

Next, I found another 4 month temp job! Yeah! Just nice until I get enlisted... Income not bad 1500 monthly about 1200 take home... Finally got something to do no nid rot at home lolx!

Last but not least, got notice that I am getting Sports merit award from RP tomorrow again. So I will be going down to RP most probably my 1 last time... and its my 1 last award I could get from RP...

Ok thats all for now Cya...

2009-05-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

Diet Plan Improvise

Last Saturday was my birthday, went to training in the morning, super tired...Was the first training where I used my Brand New Trivium paddle! Super not used to it, not still trying hard to get used... I decided to lengthen my new paddle to 49 inch, compared to my old 47 inch to seek for improvement...

Longer Paddle = Catch more water! = need more strength to control = more trainings needed!

Super Tired training cause I still not used to my new paddle, but had fun playing with my new paddle! After the training, they sang a happy birthday song, make me feel so paiseh... Den went to eat with them at bedok market before meeting my friends at Bugis eat steamboat.

Went down to bugis, meet up with my friends, eat steamboat, den went back to Yishun planning to go Orchid Country Club Play Bowling, end up playing pool~ Will Update pictures soon...

Ok, thats all for my 21st Birthday, next lets get into the main topic, my diet plans are up again today onwards, after I improvised it for 1 whole day.

These are the 10 rules and things I plan to do:
1. At least 30-45 mins of cardio, 4 times per week, but I plan to do daily.
2. Avoid Sugary Drinks!
3. More Smaller Meals Daily.
4. No Junk Food / Titbits.
5. Eat Slowly.
6. Take Stairs, brisk walk for short distance.
7. Do Cardio Before Breakfast!
8. Try to do 2-3 weight trainings per week. ( Planning to do on monday, wednesday, if possible on saturday or sunday night. )
9. Perform Cardio or weight training only 2 1/2 hours after meal.
10.Avoid meal within 45mins after exercise of all kind.

Haha, Writing it out sure is easier den maintaining them...
I also set wrote up a set of weight trainings I gonna do...

Ok Lets get into what I have done for today...
Woke Up abit late today so things I done abit late, consider failure today....

10.37am -> woke up and went for a short joggin session for 15mins
10.52am -> finished joggin and rest for 45mins before breakfast
11.40 am -> 1st meal Breakfast ( veri late one, almost considered lunch, ate mixed vegetable rice, with less rice, mince meat, fishball, beansprout )
12pm -> Finished breakfast, rest for 2 1/2 hours before I hit the gym
1.50pm -> 2nd small meal, Pancake ( Peanut Min Jiang Quey, chinese pancake x1 )
2.50pm -> Hit the gym, did the following work0uts...
- 5 mins warmup on threadmill (Jog + Sprint)
- 5 sets x 10 reps T-bar row 35kg
- 4 sets dumbbell bentover roll x 15reps 12.5kg per side ( light weight)
- 4 sets dumbbell bench press x 15 reps 12.5kg per side ( light weight)
- Lats pull down machine, 4 sets x 46.5 x 8 rep
1 set x 54 x 8 rep
- Seated Cable row x 4 sets x 80 x 12 rep
- 4 sets dumbbell lateral rise x 10 reps 5kg per side
- 4 sets dumbbell front rise x 10 reps 5kg per side

4.15 pm - gym session ended rest 45mins till lunch ( late lunch)
5,20 pm - Lunch Time! ( Japanese rice ball , Nigiri, small ones x3, with teriyaki salmon, chawamushi, chai sim vegetable, meat ball, miso soup ) Suprised that I finished everything!
5.36pm - Lunch ended, super full, shouldn't eat so much... and should eat slower...
7pm - too tired went for nap
8.50 pm - woke up and have a snack, Soyabean milk without sugar and red bean pancake ( min jiang quey again...)
10 pm - my dad cooked crab, so I got to eat some... ended up eating around 2 crabs...

So I would conclude today was not a sucess, even though I felt tired after gymming today!
Tommorow will be cardio day for me, guess I might be going swimming~

2009-05-07T21:41:00.006+08:00

Work, Work And Work!

This few days were working, and tml will be the last day of my super short 4 day part time...

The job is super slack and boring , I just sit there for 8 hours and enter data when there is orders else stare in the air or surf forums! BORING!

But anyway, this tuesday my family celebrated my birthday in advance at a restaurant, near yishun, but the food was quite good! and because they dun know wad to get for me, they me cash to buy present!

hahahaha, i decided to buy a trivium paddle! Why did I chose that? Since i going NS, handphones and shirt and etc will be not useful to me, so I decided to go for a long term investment... Since I tink I be rowing for quite some time, so I decided to invest in a trivium paddle for long term use...

Getting a new paddle can aid in improvements and better performance, and allows me to push myself more during trainings!

So I told my frens if they wan they can fork some money out for me and consider it as they are forking a part of the money for me as well! So at the same time I get angbaos and wad I want! so happy!~

Such a satisfying week for me, as things are all as I wished~ WEEE

Tml after work I am going down to buy my paddle~ Wonder wad colour I will get?

Anyway, 9th May, this Saturday also super packed... Afternoon training den at nite got my frens celebrating with me for my birthday. Sunday going to aunt's house to celebrate mother's day and my be-lated 1 day birthday again! Wahahah this week is juz so GREAT!

Following are some pictures that dove finally uploaded...

Lolx I like this picture! we took it at the chalet with the idea of this show and after dharfianto editing it, it just came out with great results!

This are some pictures taken on a night trail on 1 nite where TP was driving benson's family car and we visited some new locations around Singapore. ( at least all the 3 places it was my first time visiting! )

2009-05-04T11:59:00.002+08:00

Lots of things happen in the past week

Ok lots of things happened last week, lets start from Saturday.

Saturday I had my dragonboat training, it was super tiring because we were practicing for long distance rowing, 800m... After the training we had a post- competition BBQ at angela's house. Super Awesome food, eat until I almost vomit. ( I was BBQing food and eating wadever that came out lolx )

And because there ws leftover food, in order to clear the food we actually play "Zhong ji mi ma" so whoever who hits the no. will have to eat some portion of the food. Super Fun!

After Saturday, Sunday for me was a fun experience too.

Me and My frens, Teow Poo, Weijie, and benson went to paula ubin to cycle. Not just cycling maybe...

It was my 2nd time to Puala ubin, and the first time was 2 years ago, and it seems that there are some changes there... We went to various locations on the island, and it was my first time at Chek Jawa, the natural reserve. 2 years ago it was not open to public, but now it's open to anyone. It was a nice experience there as there were lots of animals that were rarely seen.

Of course, we visited lots of other different locations, like going to various temples, visiting Jack the wild boar ( he is still there, just like the same as 2 years ago ) , climbing to the highest point of the quarry, looking for the lion shaped stone and etc...

Not forgetting to mention the 2 things that are "Memorialble" to be for this trip...

The first ting was that in order to find the hidden lion shaped stone, we had to bash into forest where there were no walking paths, so we have to explore into the forest, stepping onto branches and "Siam" tangling vines... It wasn't that bad experience, so I think my NS can survive hahaha...

Next ting, is to get up to the highest point of the quarry, climbing up wasn't the problem, because there are already paths walked out by people. But the thing is , it came to a point of a path where all the bushes were very THICK, and somehow my hair got stuck in ant hive, which was in the bushes... Den of course, I was attacked by those freaking big red ants, biting on my hair and my skin... Super pain, but super funny...

And last but not least, I think the mosquitoes were super full that day, with me and weijie feeding them... And we had a great lunch on Ubin before we came back!

Anyway, I found a job, think is short term, maybe 1 or 2 weeks only doing data entry~
Will Upload photos once I get them!~

2009-04-29T15:40:00.001+08:00

Due to some idiot's request, I came up with this post...

(The rules: Put the logo on your post. Nominate any number of blogs you like. Be sure to link to your nominees in your post. Let them know they have received the award by commenting on their blog. Share the love and link to this post and the person who gave you the award.)

I am not gonna give this award to anyone, IT'S MINE!
Lolx no lar, my friends mostly kena tag else not posting those kind, so I din bother to do it...

With as much creativity as you can muster, show your heart in: 1 picture 1 poem 1 song or piece of music 1 phrase or quote 1 item of clothing 1 place 1 Disney princess

here's mine as a response from Dharfianto:

Sports
Something that I always like to do...
Allowing Me to Challenge Myself to Improve Myself and Become Better!

Perseverance
The mind's obedience
And
The heart's perseverance
Together can accomplish
Everything they want to.

Gai Bian Zi Zhi
"wo ke yi gai bian shi jie,
gai bian zi ji,
gai bian "gu mo",
gai bian xiao qi,
yao yi zhi nu li nu li yong bu fang qi,
cai ke yi gai bian shi jie,
COME ON gai bian ji zi"

Like this song because its just like me, keep working hard to make changes for improvements!

Mary Lou Retton - American Olympic Gymnast, Speaker
"I'm very determined and stubborn. There's a desire in me that makes me want to do more and more, and to do it right. Each one of us has a fire in our heart for something. It's our goal in life to find it and to keep it lit. "

What she say is true! I Like what she said.

Party Tank Tops Or Singlets
I always like singlets and party tank tops, but the real fact is, I dun look good wearing them... Thats the sad part...

Home
The place I like best compared to other places. I like alot of places, like beach and courts where I play volleyball, reserviors where I row dragon boat, and many more, but none of them can be compared to home. This place is the shelter for me for rain and shine, and I have no worries and sorrows at home... And my nice comfortable bed...

Of course, the picture above is not my house, I am not tat rich to live in tat... I live in a nice HDB with a nice neighbourhood, which I really like... If I can choose, I will still prefer to live in HDB...

Mulan
Ok ok, I know she is not a princess, but she is a female cartoon from disney rite? Anyway, 1 of my favorite Disney cartoons. Who would I be? Not Mulan for sure, she's a gal! I am the dragon behind her, named Mushu! He's a hilarious fella!

Ok finally finish everything... took me soo long... Before I end I wish to share 1 picture with you all... found it when doing this post...

TEAMWORK
Something I find really important! The picture really shows what is " 1 for all, all for 1".
Few ways you can look at it --
Everyone in a team work towards 1 aim, and the aim make everyone works together!
or just simply, you just need 1 cheese to take down all the rats, and all the rats will be stupid enough to be taken down by just 1 small piece of cheese! ( Not really teamwork... )

2009-04-28T01:05:00.006+08:00

My Confessions About RP Volleyball and Sorry That I Had Always Wanted To Say To My Friends...

This is going to be the last time I should be talking about RP Volleyball in my blog, so its gonna be a longer version then anyone else. I would confessing things that have been kept inside me for a long time and I have lots of apologies to say out which was not said.

Before I start, I would tell people who don't really know me well how I am actually like. My E3 good friends, My Rp closer friends and classmates, should know that I am a person that is straightforward, stubborn and realistic.

If I don't like something I will bitch about it, if I don't agree to someone's ideas I will pour cold water over it, and I am a person who don't restricts myself. I do things when I wants to, and people can hardly change my mind if my mind is set. I don't do things if I don't like and nobody can do anything about it. I am a very daring person, daring to do things that will so call "throw face".

What to prove what I say? Look at my facebook pictures... I dare to put cups in my shirt and act as bimbos to take pictures, I dare and like to dance para para in the arcade and getting passerby as audience, I dare to roll around in RP for no reasons to entertain my friends, and I dare to challenge things that I really scare of, which is height.

Lets get back to the topic, today I went back to RP to play volleyball with 1 volleyball graduate, Tengyi. Before we went back, I told tengyi that I was not expecting any change in the team, and as I expected, it was as usual. After the training, we went to mcdonales in yishun to chill out and I told him lots things that I have kept inside myself for a long time.

Thoughts That I Kept In Me For A Long Time
To be honest, I only enjoyed my 1st and 2nd year in RP volleyball. In the 3rd year it became a burden and has came to an extend to make me hate volleyball.

Why did I say so? In my 1st and 2nd year of my RP volleyball life, I know nothing about volleyball, but at that time, thankfully I had this coach, Kwan Thye who was willing to help me learn and improve. And even though in my 2nd year I was the QM of the team, which does all the so called "dirty jobs" while others didn't bother to do, but I was enjoying all the things that I was doing. The team was really fun at the point of time, people joke about me and we laugh... There were also seniors who trusted my skills and were patient enough to help me improve...
I really liked volleyball alot at the point of time, even though it cause me to missed lots of things in life but I never regretted. Everything was so smooth, that I actually tried picking up another IG with my friend gary. I tried to go for Canoeing team's training for a few times, but as time passed by, maybe for around 2 weeks, I realize that problems of training time was clashing and I was forced to make a choice to give up either 1. And obvious, I chose to stay in volleyball, even though I really enjoyed the Canoeing team's training and wanted to learn canoeing.

But things changed drastically since my 3rd year came... Out of no reasons I was promoted to Vice-captain of the team. And the reasons the coach gave me was that my attendence and attitude was better. Everyone was suprised the moment they heard that I was vice-captain, cauase no one expected it, even for myself. Everyone had a mind set that usually the ones who have better skills and can lead the players in competitions will be captains and vice-captains in the team. The reason that came to my mind the moment is that I was the vice-captian just because there was no other choices for him, and is not because I was capable to being 1. It really makes me feel sad, and incapable...

Without choices, I was a vice-captain and soon, year 1s came in and someone suggested a change in coach. This was when volleyball starts to becomes a nightmare to me. The new coach, to my observation, is more of a bias coach who is those that says that I will try to help everyone to improve, but his actions shows that he only focus on those that are better or has good factors. I don't mean that he is not a good coach, but to my standing he isn't much help to people like me.

I remembered he said this sentence to me before during 1 friendly match, and didn't gave me chance to play during the friendly match. In fact during the year 3 days I wasn't given much chance to play during friendly matches at all. He said this to me :" I want to give more chance to the year 1s to improve and gain more experience, so you don't mind I let them play hor?"
Doesn't this sentence hints to you he only needs his year 1 now? I am not needed here. And as soon as he becomes the coach of the team, he picked year 1s as new captains and vice-captains, getting ready to replace me and zhiping. And obviously, he picked 2 that are more skillful in the team.

From that point of time onwards, I had seldom recieve any comments or compliments from the coach on how to improve, in fact sometimes I find myself there to fill in the numbers and even at times hinderance to the whole team improvement. I feel dissapointed, and felt like a maid, just doing things for no motive. I realize that I had no improvements made at all during year 3. I have also never heard of this 1 very simple compliment that has always made me move on... "Keith, hao qui... Nice recieve, or nice save of the ball...." this were the things that really made me move on to improve and like to play volleyball as a team sport.

Worst of all that made me felt terrible, I wasn't able to communicate well with the team members, and even my captain zhiping at all. I just dunnoe why, I can't seems to communicate well with certain people, and they seems to be all from volleyball team. Zhiping and yenkai, after thinking back, seems that everytime I talked to you all is all about the volleyball team's matters, we didn't really talk cock chit chat alot... and as for the year 1s, I duno why I always kept so quiet, and have no topics to talk about to you guys.

I dun think is because of my personality because it seems that I was able to get along with every single one else around me, my secondary friends, my RP friends and my dragonboat friends... I can talk about anything freely as I want to...

I tried to help the team to improve in the discipline, other than doing what I usually do as a QM. I told that many times not to wear slippers to school, and be on time for trainings, but nobody really cares. Until we get ban again and again, they will learn their lesson. Be on time for training, again and again I have been saying, but until now it seems that training will always only starts when coach comes... If you have court booking for 4 hours and you have the passion to improve your skills, would you want to spend fully the 4 hours to train and improve, or only start changing after wasting 30mins and do warmup when the coach reaches the court? Maybe I have taken it too seriously, but I believe if you really want to improve, discipline like this is important.

It really took not long for me to have a mentality of quiting the team, but because of my stubboness and my passion for volleyball, I decided to stay back for this last year. And at this point of time, a chance came up to me and I picked up a new sport, Dragon boating.

Dragon Boating
It was a total different environment here in the Dragon boat team... I was the youngest in the team at that point of time, as the rest of the team members were all working adults. And it was the direct opposite of my volleyball team, where I was the oldest in the team. So the mentality wise in both sides were very different. I was well taken care of in the team and they were all very patient people to help me improve. They always gave encouragement to everyone and help whoever that needs improvement. I really enjoyed the environment and I have decided I wanted to stay in this team. I like those kind of encouragement gave when we do a team sport. I also like those jokes and gossips my team mate alway talk about and tell me their experience.

Apologies to my friends...
E3 Best Friends
SORRY SORRY SORRY, because of my stubboness and always want to improve, I chose to go for trainings and miss alot of the gatherings. But you guys know me for 8 years already, you know when my mind is set to do something I really like, I will put in all my effort and try to improve because I always wanna improve myself. You guys know at alot of times I will emo and have no confidence in myself, finding myself weak and useless, thats why I always want to do better that who I am now.

Special sorry to 1 of my E3 best friend: Dharfianto
I would say a special sorry for you, because I remember this the best... I missed your birthday bbq because I went to my volleyball training and when training ended it was very late so I din make it down to the bbq. I have always remembered this and I want to apologize to you. But out of everyone you noe my pattern best, so you should understand me.

My family
Sorry, I always injured myself here and there, letting you all worry about me so much... Sorry I was always lazy to do house chores and break my promises... Sorry I always spend more time on trainings and with friends than you all..

W25L Ohanas
Sorry, I alway insisted going for volleyball trainings while you guys have outings... Some of you guys know that I have always cried and emo about volleyball but yet gave me encouragement... Thank so much... I will remember the days of prata gang, the qian shou song, the so called" passion card " promotion picture made by tingyun, the days of dota, and the days calling shucheng slow... I can still remember the day shucheng tried hidding in the handicap toilet and yet got pulled out...

W25D
Of course I wun forget you all... I have also missed out quite alot with you all... Sorry... you guys went out for supper and lots of times I din join in... but thanks for all the memories, those days where we play captain ball, where we go out for lunch everyday together, those days where we can take picture everywhere, even on escalators, those days where we play volleyball at the class corridor and those days where we watch movies in class... I can still remember the laughters and darcy alway complaining and saying bad things about fat gals... Special thanks to darcy, you helped me to improve in my skills, and help me to take me first step to tell Kwan Thye I wanted to train to be Libero...

Wireless year 3 Gang
Sorry always pon school as usual and missing out time with you all... but I really enjoyed my days with you all like the others as well... Special sorry again to RAM, sorry for bothering you again and again, asking you the most annoying question :" Eh, should I go training anot har? I feel veri sian leh..."

Volleyball Team members
Sorry I was not a good vice-captain or not a very good QM that can handle everything. I hope you guys will really improve better and will enjoy your days in RP volleyball and RP studying... And I also remember sending out email scolding people already after the first training at CCAB, sorry bout that!
To: Sinhwee -- its your last year already, enjoy it ba, you understand what I saying rite!
To: Engseng & Sean -- I believe you all can do better den me, jiayou ba!
To: Gals team and Ivy -- Thank you for everything, nice knowing you all, and thanks Ivy for all the help when I am still vice-cap or QM...
To: Guys team and Huibin -- Enjoyed playing with you all, and enjoyed Huibin's lame jokes

RP Volleyball Graduates
To: Zhiping -- You were a really great captain! Thanks for everything...
To: Tengyi -- Haha, thanks for listening to me nag nag nag and listen what I really want to say...
To: Roy and Pengjie -- I enjoyed playing with you all most, will remember the 2men tag team! and thanks for trusting my backcourt skills even though it was not very good...
To: Yenkai -- You really helped me alot and I have learn alot from you... You were also a very good captain! Thanks for listening to things that I wish to comment about from time to time...
To: Alex & Wilson -- I would never forget my 2 buddy buddy! You were the ones that made me enjoy going trainings and gossiping and when training is tiring, with 2 of you talking to me really made everything better!

Tanglin Cairnhill Dragon boat team members
Thank you for all your teachings, encouragement and I enjoy what I am doing now. I have more confidence in myself after rowing dragonboat and learn alot more new things (stocks etc haha) . Special thanks to GuanHwee, because of your guidence and scoldings, our team was able to improve! Special thanks to Zhiwei, Chipsoon and guanhwee, for alway "tong pang" me!

2 Last Special Thanks to this 2 person...
To Tze-ing: Thanks for all the help for helping me when I was the QM and the Vice-captain, and sorry for giving you so much trouble always... you always help us solve problem and get courts, but we always give you problems like getting ban... and always take things for granted... so I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to you!

To KwanThye: You were the person who made me really love volleyball and hope to learn more... Thanks for all your patience in guiding me and helping me to improve, and giving me so many chances to learn... You have always consulted me and helped me to improve and even kind enough to listen to what I say and allow me to request that I hope to be train as a Libero... THANK YOU VERY MUCH COACH!

Just in case, Thank you and Sorry to anyone important I have forgot!

I am not sure everyone will see what I have written to them, so if you see anyone noted in here please help me inform them to come take a look!

Thats all people! Those who know me know that I am a person that puts all my feelings on my face, I happy I smile, I not happy I sian sian face, I sad I cry, I angry also cry, I can even laugh until cry easily... and I have cried alot while writing this super long blog post, even though I dunoe the person I said thanks and sorry will be seeing this or not... Super paiseh... and I believe it will be the last time I will be crying because of RP Volleyball!

Finally release everything out...

"Sometimes putting in full effort doesn't means that you will be given the chance to improve and learn, other factors such and experience and age might be the hinderence to you...
But if you never try, you will never learn and improve, and never know what the outcome will be...
So those who are given the chances please cherish it, like what I do, before it is given to someone else..."
--- Quoted By Keith Koo Xingjian

2009-04-26T19:16:00.004+08:00

Swimming In The Waters Of Bedok Reservoir

Wow, this 2 days was having competition at bedok reservoir, and the results was ok, although we din get into finals for any of the races...

Out of 4 races that we have participated, 2 of the races went into semi-finals, which is the 20mens and CSC race.

For CSC race I did not roll but my team almost got into finals but lost be split seconds and came in 3rd in semi-finals, so thats the end for it.

And the one that I was rowing, which is the 20mens boat, really made my day. My competitors were really strong, which consist of RP, NP, NYP, and another 2 teams. Even though we know they were strong, we have decided to put in our best shot in the race and hope to achieve at least a 3rd for that race. We had very high morale! But things eventually turn out out of expectations everytime...

In the first 100meters of the race, we started very well, and were quite near, and maybe even on par with the poly teams. But this is when unexpected things happen...

1 of the competitor boats beside our lane lose control and crash into our boat, cause our boat to capsized... How unexpected... The moment I realized that was when the boat was 45 degrees tlited, and I was thinking, not again! Why did I say tat, because its my 2nd offically 20men race, and everytime its the 20men boat that accidents happen. First time was during regatta last year where a boat came crashing into us right before the finishing line, and this time even better, we got capsized.

The moment I fall into the water I was like cursing in my heart, cause I was hoping to see what are my best results I could get. Hai... Super Sad and Angry...

But anyway, 1 thing I can confirm is that bedok reservior waters is sure to be cleaner and much more nicer than lower seletar's water!

Another news, I got my enlistment letter and my enlistment date is like october 8th. Thats like freaking long. Now I am considering to apply for early enlistment or not. Please gimme some advice people! and tell me when is your enlistment date! If I dun go in early I have to start looking for jobs again... Sian...

And there goes my first PA Paddlez Race experience, and I believe that we are the 1 and only team that have capsized in PA Paddlez 2009 race... Lolx!

2009-04-21T10:30:00.003+08:00

Shoulders Aching...

Yesterday went down to CCAB to play volleyball, damn tired now... shoulders aching... LAO LER...

Haha, but it was really fun, playing with like 16 people... No stress at all...

At first I find that I wasn't that tired after the game, but first thing when I reach home is that I felt so tired I went to bed right after dinner (veri late dinner at around 11 lolx)...

Lying on the bed I was watching some taiwan show, something like don't forget the lyrics, and watch and watch until 2 am at night...

Ok think I won't be updating for next few days cause I am gonna rest well next few days... Saturday and Sunday I having competition race so I need a good rest...

2009-04-20T11:00:00.002+08:00

So Fun, So Tired...

Woot past few days was xtreme busy... went to chalet on friday, sat and sunday rowing boat...

The chalet was total fun! although is just a 2 day 1 night chalet, it was great! Weije's NS frens and our E3 friends were there, and we were like gossiping around about weijie, then when bixia and the gals arrived, we were like digging out manchun's secret... As the night gets later after the BBQ, we went back into the room and took pictures... LOTS OF PICTURES! I was total cam whoring the whole night and coming up with lots of wierd poses... ( I still cant believe i did the 10 act cute pose super disgusting...) But more or less thats all for the chalet and I proceed to rowing right after the chalet...

This weekend's sun was totally awsome! The sun was sooooo good that I was complaining that it was so hot! I put in sooo much effort that the first thing that I reach home and do is to sleep, SUPER TIRED...And right after trainings, the first ting I would say is:" Damn, sunburn again!". Now I am suffering from muscle aches and sunburns badly, Ouch...

This coming weekend will be competition race weekend for me so I will not be free. This weekend after race also have to go attend my RP fren, zhiliang's birthday party. Thats all for now, I am going to play volleyball later at CCAB! Yeah! will update again soon...

2009-04-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

Opps I Did It Again...

Yap, i did it again... forgot to post blog lolx...

Ok, lemme post for the past few days... on monday, I went down to CCAB to play leisure volleyball with a bunch of leisure players, was really fun I really enjoyed it! It's considered a totally different experience from playing leisure volleyball compared to trainings, cause I can mess things up without having to consider bout scores and consequences ! Haha... But I really enjoyed my nite...

Ok, tats mostly for this week, and tomorrow I am going chalet! Although is 2 day 1 nite, I tink I am gonna enjoy it for sure! After the chalet on sat I have training at bedok reservior, so travelling will be easier for me! hehe...

Last but not least, I would like to share a youtube video with everyone , not very new, but my fren dharfianto intro to me... for more of this series of videos search for Nick Pitera...

2009-04-12T01:15:00.003+08:00

Tired Yet Satisfying

Yesterday (Friday), I went to play basketball in the morning with my friends, and went to benson house after that... As they were playing mahjong at ben's house (too many people so I din get play), the rest of us were like playing PSP...

Ok thats not the main point, the main point is that today my dragonboat training I put in my 120% to train!! Super tired... Because tomorrow I got to go sweep tomb, so tomorrow's training I have to skip, and thus I made me put in my best shot today. Because today got not much people turning up for training, we practice our strokes. After training went home first thing is sleep, super tired...

Now whole body aching, need to rest again lolx! ok lar tats all for today cause tml morning still have to go sweep tomb... monday update again cause monday I going to play volleyball!

2009-04-09T17:46:00.003+08:00

RP Graduation

Yesterday was the graduation ceremony from RP. Was considered quite fun as I was able to meet up with my friends and took lots and lots of pictures.

The ceremony waiting time was quite long, but fortunately I was able to chit chat with my frens. And by the time I was on stage, it was quite a quick moment where I went out to take my diploma and walk down the stage.

After that there were all those talking and speech stuff, and it made me felt that, hey, I graduated already ar? those kind of feeling...

Although I will miss RP for sure, I will have to move on no matter wad and now I must look forward that university (especially NTU/NIE) to take me in!

Dunoe why everything when things happened, you will find you have not cherish it enuff... Even though my RP life was busy and fun, I find that I have not archive enough from it...

But I would like to say here, many things to RP and frenz around me, I was able to learn alot of things from RP, like discipline, responsibility, and a important lesson is that choices eventually allows you to gain something will let you lose something...

Sorry to my RP frens, I made a choice to gain more experience and skills to go trainings during RP, thus I have lost lots of time where I can spend with you all...

Ok lastly, posted some pictures in the right bottom colummn, those are the pictures I like best! For more of my graduation picture, go to facebook and take a look!

2009-04-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

Preparing For Graduation Ceremony

Yesterday, went to celebrate birthday with my aunt jac at my big aunt's house. To comment on the event, the best part is the cake! The cake was fabulous...super nice!, I buay tahan ate 3 pieces! (sorry for my diet, but tat cake was juz simply heavenly...)

Anyway, tomorrow is my graduation ceremony ler... so actually I got to prepare some stuff today, and actually not all done yet... hehe... Haven iron my clothes need to iron after this...

Because I have to wear a white shirt inside the graduation gown, its a good chance for me to go shopping! I went to walk around northpoint in the evening before going to the gym, and bought a white shirt for 40 bucks at NET . (heart pain no income still spend so much, mom's money...) But I quite like the shirt as it was fitting and the effect I wore out also not bad!

Ok after that I went down to Khatib gym with my fren benson to do some exercises and went home planning to prepare to iron clothes, but eventually draggin until now still haven started....

And wad dragged me so long?? kinda lame... and that was because I was playing Gunbound ( yes tat secondary school kid game ) with tyngcheong and benson for 2 hours till now... Better start preparing! Cyas!

2009-04-05T22:00:00.004+08:00

3 Days Countdown to Graduation Ceremony

Today was another day of training at bedok reservoir... Felt abit guilty cause I was quite slack today cause my knee pain so I cannot run and I get to rest during 2nd half of the training, so I only trained 1 hour today... GUILTY haha... but I got put in my full power during the hour of training I was in lar...

Ok, 3 more days and I can considered a graduate from RP already, now I realize time really passed quite fast, where things changed so much ever since then.

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YEAR 1
Remember my year 1 days, where most of the time, I would stay back in school after school to play dota with my classmates during the first semester, with my class W25L, Ohana.... Those days were really memoriable... And not forgetting how I came up with the prata gang thingy...

In the 2nd semester of my year 1, I was in a class with lots activities! W25D... They class were filled will great people, lots of them, cant mention all, where we always have lots of activities going on, like playing volleyball at the corridor, playing captain's ball, cam-whoreing etc.
Those days were really fun, where sporty activities occupy alot of my time...

These are the days where I really find volleyball the most fun, no responsibilities, I started off with knowing noting learning from the basics, with frenz like gary, ryan , darcy, nigel , alex , wilson , and seniors all around trying to help me learn, and mus will play pranks on alex... remember those days crawling in spans and ending up all dirty by the time I finish training, so fun...

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YEAR 2
When it reaches 2nd year, things to settle down alot more and eventually became more plain...eventually classes become more like classes, although once in a while I will still play dota with my 2nd year class, but I would spend alot more time on volleyball. It was this point of time where responsibilities came up to me as a QM of the team, and I have to take care of bits and pieces of the team.

Volleyball is still fun to me at this time, where there are still lots of people to joke with me around, like pengjie, yenkai, roy, wilson,tengyi to throw temper around and needs people to pacify, zhiping, alex will still come to training, wallace to talk cock with... Although we are not a very strong team and we don't have lots of people, and I don't play well, it was still veri fun.

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YEAR 3
This was the time where RP life was a big change for me, my daily classes were in different classes but eventually I got to hang around with my group of "wireless" specialization frenz, where I seems to be the joker around~ This was the point of my life where I really find that I can have different faces when I am with different people. In class I can be a joker, wa-yang master( Super Actor!), while when in volleyball I can be a serious vice-cap that takes my training veri seriously.

But at the same time, Life in volleyball tends to be abit heavier to me... Somehow I was promoted vice-captain of the team...
This was the time where I learn about discipline, responsibilities and sportsmanship of a sportsman and a vice-captain... but to be honest, I really dun like to be a vice-cap, because I have to do lots of things like nagging the players bout discipline, and time management and this and that...
But I was really honoured to be the vice-cap of the team as I was given the chance to deal with lots of different situations, like solving difficult problems, and learn how to manage with stress. (being the weakest player in the team and at the same time as a vice captain is not easy! )

And also at this most difficult time, I managed to pick up another sport, dragonboating, which I really enjoy because I finally get back those feelings where I do not have to stress about stuff and all I need to care is to let myself improve and improve more!

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Time really Flies, and I really missed those days... Those days of dota owning people and getting owned, those days of playing captain ball with other classes, those days of going to training and doing basic drills at spans while the seniors are training on the court, gossiping with alex and wilson during my volleyball training, and many many more...

2009-04-04T19:43:00.002+08:00

Freaking Tired...
Ok just finished dragonboat training and reach home now freaking tired...

Today was tiring as usual... but the joggin part was tedious to me... The stitches (some sort of cramps when u run) was like making me suffer... I really dunnoe how come suddenly will have... If anyone got and ideas how to solve this plz tell me...

Hai, super tired now whole body aching and tomorrow morning still got training. But competition coming so must train harder! Jiayou!

Went joggin on thursday, but lasted for around 30mins only...Jialat sundown marathon coming how to train sia... starting to worry~ Must train must train!

Yesterday suddenly felt very stress about NS... Its like all of a sudden I was wondering can I take NS training and how it would be, but it was a kind of all of sudden feeling, but I was really tinking how would it be when I go in NS... Scared... With my physical fitness now I scare I will not be able to fit in, I scare I go in enhance batch (batch tat passed napfa test), everyone super fit den I sure left behind... Now my most biggest obstacle is my pullup can only do 7... Hai... Worries~

Ok never mind now I can do is to basically train for NS and enjoy the time now, so I shall not worry too much.

"Although I May Be Fat, But Fat People Are Not Weak!"

2009-03-31T22:11:00.003+08:00

Events Happened Throughout 2009...
Ok gonna talk about my past few events happened in 2009 in today's post since I haven been updating for SOOOO long.

Ok, so basically now I am graduated from RP already, so I am bloody free rotting at home waiting for enlistment. So I haven been playing volleyball so some time, and I really missed my volleyball trainings. Need to find some place where i can play volleyball.

Some major events happened this year is the Surf and Sweat beach volleyball and recent MR 500 dragonboat race.

Surf and sweat was more of a earlier event this year, where I and few of my frenz took part in the beach volleyball. I enjoyed that day quite much as I get to play volleyball again with some of my close frenz. Currently I still haven get the pictures so I will try to update when they are rdy. Anyway although the results terrible haha, but we really enjoy it! In the first place we was not planning to win anything, and was there just to enjoy ourselves. Great weather that day thank goodness it never rained.

Next event was the MR 500 dragonboat race. Although my team didn't participate in the event, I was helping another team by the name of silent dragons to row for 1 of the races on Sunday. Although we lost, but I really managed to learn alot from the valuable experience. Managed to see some people I knew from RP around and enjoyed it tat day.

Some other things are like my weekly trainings on saturadays and going gym weekly on my own with benson~ Oh and almost forgot, went to celebrate a super BELATED birthday with tyng chong on sunday last week after the MR 500 race, and I will update the pictures soon as well~

And to inform everyone, following weeks my saturadays and sundays mornings will be occupied for my dragonboat trainings, so dun arrange things in the mornings PLEASE!

Following Up Calendar :
April 8th - RP Graduation Ceremony
April 25th / 26th - PA Paddlez Dragonboat Race
April 29th - Dad's Birthday
May 9th - Happy 21st Birthday to Keith Koo Xingjian
June 6th - Lau ManChun's Birthday
June 21st - Cheong Peilun's Birthday
June 27th / 28th - June Race( Singapore Dragonboat Festival ) [Hopefully I am not enlisted yet]
Sometime in July - NS enlistment ...

2009-03-30T23:38:00.004+08:00

Blog Revived!
After So Long, I finally get motivated to start blogging again~ Hope it will last long this time round haha! (To say the truth, I am damn bored cause I got noting to do at home now waiting for NS enlistment )

Like usual, first ting I will do when I start bloggin again is to renovate my blog. This time I added in lots of new things to it, but loading seems to be kinda slow~ But nvm I like can liao~

Now the blog kinda look like a garang guni like tat kinda messy, thanks to stupid blogger when I use my own customize blogskin they dun let me use...

Ok Hope everyone likes my newly renovated blog! remember to tag me and gimme your link to ur blogs ok! as you can see now only got a few links haha.

Andway, I have lost all the contact no. of all cause my phone spoiled, dropping from level 3 of northpoint to lvl 1, almost hitting someone... SO PLEASE EITHER SMS, MSN OR TAG ME WITH YOUR NO. !!

Will continue to blog about my recent updates tml, now super tired after renovation for blog for 3 hours... Stupid blogspot dun let me use my customize blogskin....

2008-10-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

Diet Diary Day 11

Today was enjoy my meals, but might not be very healthy, but I was really satisfied. Went to gym with my volleyball team, was doing some light weights, fast reps.

Food Intake:
9 am - 1 slice of wholemeal bread
10 am - 3/4 bowl of yong tao fu with beehoon
12 pm - Grilled chicken rice meal (includes some wedges and a cup of milk tea!)
5 pm - Tofu hotplate + half a bowl of rice
9 pm - Dry wanton noodles + half a cup of sugarcane with lemon

Woot so heavy meals...

Exercise Done:
Gym in school...
3 sets of bench press of 10kg per side, 10 reps per set
3 sets of incline situps, total of 60
3 sets of backrise, 20 per set, total 60
3 sets of squats, 12 per set
and some other etc exercises...

Total time taken in Gym is only 40mins to 1 hours... Lolx

Although the food was not quite helping to my diet, but I really enjoy it... GUILTY LOLX!
Ok I go play game ler! Cya!

2008-10-15T20:52:00.003+08:00

Diet Diary Day 10

Today Was not bad... I think I have not bad diet, and did exercise to the max. I went to gym in the morning before my FYP meeting, and really pushed to the max. Weird thing is that after I gym, I dun feel the sore... dunoe why cause I pushed till no strength. Ok nvm, lets review on my diet today.

Food Intake:
10 pm - 2 slices of wholemeal bread
1.30 pm - 1 plate of economical rice (1 steam egg, 1 egg with long bean and 1 chicken)
3 pm - 1 cup of soyabean milk without sugar
5 pm - 1 bowl of korean beef with rice
8.30 pm - 2 small bowls of home cooked rice (woot thats alot!)

Lolx, I just can't simply resist my mom's cooking, so ate 2 bowls of rice.
Ok thats quite alot of food, lets take a look at the exercise.

Exercise:
Went to gym and did all this...
Bench Press 5 sets ( 1 sets of 20kg per side, 2 sets of 17.5 per side, 1 set of 15 per side)
...and another 3 sets of failed bench press
(1 set of 5 of 20 kg per side, 1 set of 17.5kg per side, 1 set of 15kg per side)
60 Situps on inclined bench (3 sets)
3 sets of dumbbell flyes (10 per set)
3 sets of lats pulldown (8 per set)
and many many more...

Basically I spent 2 hours in the gym, and did weight training targeting the shoulders, chest and biceps area, and at the same time did some situps.

The most amazing thing of the day, my weight actually remained the same as 74.95kg ! Lolx...
I weighted myself today after gym, seems that my weight didn't increase... Ok Gtg!

2008-10-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

Diet Diary Day 9

Another Terrible Day... Today was the day to send my grandma to Bright hill. Was abit emo and almost cried out, but manage to control. But the diet was terrible and got off my control again... Worst ting is that the original plan was to go gym with my Dragon boat friends, but ended up din get to do gym as we got chased out by the gym instructor as she said that there were too many people, so she din allow us to use the gym, dammit.

Exercise:
None.

Food Intake:
7.15 am - 2 lotus paste bao
10.15 am - 2 small plates of vegetarian beehoon, 1 small bowl of vegetarian porridge
1pm - 1 small bowl noodle (the one like barchor mee one with soup)
5.45 pm - Plain waffle
Here comes the terrible part of the diet...
8.30pm - 1 bowl of porridge with centry egg ,1 chicken wing, 1 share of fried oyster with egg.

... I ended up eating and felt very guilty. I plan tomorrow morning to go gym before Fyp meeting. And of course, I will take my weight there, hope I won't see anything higher than 76 please or else I might faint. 1 week of diet might just gone into the drain.

Now I just feel so guilty for eating oily stuff....

2008-10-14T22:44:00.003+08:00

Diet Dairy Day 8 ( as on 13th October)

Another Day at my grandma's funeral, was not a good diet day too.

Exercises:
None.

Food Intake:
11am - soup with mushroom, hotdog and tomato (self cooked healthy soup)
3.30pm - Fish soup with half a bowl of rice
6 pm - 2 big lotus paste bao and 2 small char siew bao
7 pm - 1 fan-choi
8 pm- small serving of not healthy buffet food
10 pm - another serving of the same buffet food
10.30 pm - mango sago dessert.

Terrible right... went off course from 6pm onwards. And worst ting is that I got no exercise for the day, as I was at the funeral whole day after my UT.

DEAD MEAT...

2008-10-13T01:38:00.003+08:00

Summary Of Diet For Week 1

Basically, for this week, I consider it to be a good start for me as I have not drank any soft or sweet or gas drinks for the week ( except for the 4 cups of milk ). I have also restrained myself from fried food, until sunday night during the buffet at my grandma's funeral.

I find that it is considered a good start, except for the fact that I still ended up eating fried food. There are still rooms for improvement for my diet, for example increasing workout time and load, and decreasing intake of food, and to remove fried food from the list entirely.

Thus I will work harder next week, hoping to meet my target of at least 70kg by the end of November 21st.
Jiayou!

(Anyway I am still aching from yesterday's dragon boat training, showing that I put in my full effort for training lolx.)

Other Reflections

Ok, I shall talk abit about my grandma's funeral here too. Basically, I look at it this way. Although I am sad that she had left us, but in another way, it's a form of release for her. She is 93 years old, and recently her body has not been well. She wasn't able to breath, walk and talk like usual, and I can feel that she is really suffering. When I heard the news that she passed away, I was sad of course. But after really thinking, I think it might be better for her too. Although she has physically left us, but in our heart and mind, she will always be there.

I love you, and I will miss you, Grandma.

2008-10-12T18:37:00.001+08:00

Diet Dairy Day 7 (UPDATED)

Ok maybe I should change the dairy name to the Gain weight Dairy of Keith...

Today was terrible, the diet was bad~
I was at the funeral the whole day and was quite free, so ate alot.

Food Intaken:
11am - 5/6 bowl of cuttlefish and peanut porridge + egg
1pm - 1/2 bowl if dry duck noodles
2pm - 1 small bowl home cooked porridge (got beadcurd, fishcake,chicken, etc )
4.30pm - 1 soya beadcurd with soyabead milk no sugar at all!
5pm - 2 small bowls of home cooked porridge (same as above)
8pm - Buffet (you dun wanna noe wads for buffet, its sinful!)
1am -Buffet again...(It went against my rule of no supper...)

Thats not all, there's dinner that is not added in which I will update later(updated)... And worst of all, take a look at below...

Exercise done:
None except for walking around the neighbourhood for 10 mins...

Deadmeat, I am sure getting FAT for sure... And tomorrow will most probably the same, I am sure going to get FAT for sure... Sianzz, this is really bad. Ok thats all got to go study for UT tomorow. (How am I going to slim down at this rate...)

2008-10-12T09:58:00.000+08:00

Diet Dairy Day 6

Today was the worst day of the week, because my Grandmother just passed away. I was at the funeral until 12 midnight yesterday, so only updated blog today.

My Diet for the Day:
11 am - mix ingredients Rice 1/2 plate
6 pm - duck rice 1/2 plate
9 pm - Ee-Mian 1 bowl, 2 scoops of beehoon, 1 & 1/2 prata

Thats Alot For Dinner...

My Exercise for the Day:
Dragon boat Training
- 20 pullups (supported)
- 40 pushups
- 40 situps(35 effective ones, last 5 )
- Joggin for approximately 2 km
-1 & 1/2 hrs of Dragonboat rowing

Ok Thats about all for today. I gonna go to update tonight again... Going over the the funeral, Bye...

2008-10-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

Diet Diary Day 5

Today is friday, and is the off day for my diet. But I did try to take note of wad I ate. Actually got no plans for exercise, but too bored so actually went to cycle for around an hour.

Exercise:
Casual Cycling for approximate 1 hour

Food Intake:
2 slice of bread with ham @ 11 Am
1 small bowl of noodles cooked myself @ 1pm
Strawberries @ 2pm (2 pcs) & 3 pm (5 pcs)
Steam Chicken with Porridge @ 4.30pm
Beef Soup with 3/4 bowl of rice @ 9pm
1 Otah With Bun @ 9 pm
1 Otah With Bun @ 10.30pm

Okay, I admit, I ate alot today, so sure getting fat... Dammit...
Ok tomorrow got Dragon boat practice, and I got to resume back to my diet plans...
Must work harder... 70 Kg Seems Further From Me compared to Yesterday...

2008-10-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

Diet Dairy Day 4

Bloody Tired Today... But was a breakthrough today... For the past few years, today is the day where my weight drops below 75Kg... YES! Today after gym i go mesure my weight, it was fluctuating between 74.9 to 75 Kg , and went stable at 74.95Kg ! Keep It Up! Jiayou!

Exercises I Did Today:
Basically, went Gym for 1 and a half hours today
This are some of the things I did (Things I remember) :
Bench Press - 3 sets , 6 to 8 reps per set (15Kg x 2 sides 2 sets, 10Kg x 2 sides 1 set)
Supported Bench Press - 3 sets, 10 reps per set
(20Kg x 2 sides 1 set, 17.5Kg x 2 sides 1 Set, 15Kg x 2 sides 1 Set)
Barbell Curl - 3 sets, 10 reps per set (7.5 Kg x 2 sides 1 set)
Dumbbell Flyes - 3 sets, 10 reps per set (3.75 per sided dumbbells)
Dumbell Press - 3 sets of 10 reps per set (3.75 per sided dumbbells)
Dumbbell Curl - 3 sets of 8 reps per set (3.75 per sided dumbbells)
Some machine exercises...
10 mins of running in total, 2 Km total in distance
( 5 mins before I start workout, 5 mins after I finish working out )

Dun quite remember the rest, but the exercises dun feel the kick compared to tuesday ones...
Maybe still aching from tuesday workout, so today no strength to lift that heavy weights, so reduce the weights and dun feel the "feel" after workout, so dissapointing...

Ok Lets take a look at what I ate:
10.30 am - 3 slices of bread
12.30 pm - 1 plate of mixed vegetable rice (1 egg, 1 fish, 1 vegetable)
4 pm - 1 bowl of fish bee hoon soup, eaten half the beehoon
6.30 pm - 1 bowl of soybean curd without suger water( replaced with no sugar soybean milk )
7pm - Steamboat at home ( never eat rice, eat 1 small bowl of noodle, and alot of ingredients )

Dun tink my diet was good today, due to the steamboat, but I tink consider it to be not too bad ba... Hope My Weight Just Maintain Dun Go Up Again!

Ok Tats all for Today! And just remembered, dun jiayou, I wanna Leak OIL/ Fats Out... LOLX!
70Kg Here I Come!

2008-10-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

Diet Diary Day 3

Today's I also dunoe how to grade my diet, maybe u can grade for me, or consider it a tie on exercise and food.

Exercise Done:
Joggin before breakfast for 15-25 mins
(15 mins running, 10 mins waiting to traiffic light, buying of breakfast etc)
6 laps of swimming after breakfast
(Plan was to swim 10 laps, but due to time constraint got to reduce)
20 crunches
20 pushups

Looks not bad right, lets take a look at the food intake before we grade.

Food Intaken:
3/4 bowl of chicken & century-egg porridge for breakfast @ 11am
1 bowl of dumpling mee swa @ 1.30 pm
1 Grilled fish with Rice (from fish & co.) @ 5 pm
1/2 packet of noodles dry with mix ingredients @ 8.30pm

Actually the noodles was not in my plan... so very guilty after eating it...
NVM tomorow I am going Gym, so I am going to work double hard!
Hope my diet really will work... I wanna let my weight drop to 70kg by November End...

Anyway, special Thanks to Aud today for the Fish & Co.
Jiayou ba Keith Koo Xingjian, you can do IT!
70Kg Here I come!!

(P.S. If anyone got any ideas or suggestions on my diet, please tell me on MSN Thanks!)

2008-10-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

Day 2 of My Diet Program
Weight @ 10th August = 75.5 Kg
Target = 70Kg in 2 months

Food Eaten Today:
2 Slices Of Bread at 8pm
1 Bowl Of Duck Soup and 2/5 of bowl of rice (small) at 10 pm
1 banana, 1 apple and 1 slice of bread at 1pm
1 bowl of fish soup and 1/2 bowl of rice (small) at 3.30pm
1 slice of bread at 6 pm
1 bowl of fishball mincemeat beehoon (soup) at 8.30 pm
4.5 Litres of Water Drank

Looks alot hor..... But very easy get hungry....

Anyway, today went to gym with my DB club friends at redhill. Was really fun as I was able to keep fit, and after that when we went for dinner was also great! (Funny Jokes etc.)
Ok next!

Exercises Did today @ Gym:
6o Incline Situps
30 bench press (3 sets) with 15 Kg side/ 30kg total of free weights
10 bench press ( 1 set ) With 20Kg per side/ 40kg total of free weights
30 Barbell curl (3 Sets) With 10kg per side / 20 kg total of free weights
Rowing Machine 2 sets with a target of 350m each time
Treadmil running for 10 mins for 1.6km ( Run another time for 3 mins and stopped )
Some machines ( i dunoe name one ) exercise here and there,
the chest machine! 2 sets , 1 set at 70 , another set at 90
the push upward machine 1 set at 45,
the back lats machine at 45-50 1 set ( dun remember too much )
and lastly the shoulder machine 1 set at 40.

Not bad hor... quite equivilant to my intake of food.
Ok got to sleep early... Tomorow will be another day of my diet! Jiayou!
70 Kg here I come!

2008-10-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

Day 1 Of My Diet Program
Today I have Keep To My Diet As I Planned... Well Done!
What I Ate :
2 slice of bread for breakfast,
1 apple and 1 papaya at 10pm,
Fish beehoon (plain soup) at 11am ,
Fish beehoon again at 4.30pm,
and lastly 2 slices of bread after my Volleyball training at 10pm.

Only thing that went wrong was that I shouldn't eat the bread after the training, should eat fruits instead.

Exercises I Did Today:
Volleyball training
During training did this...
40 pushups,
40 legrise,
50 situps,
100 stepstairs ( the one where u step up and down the stairs in fast pace )
and after training, did this on my own...
I sprint and run for around 5-10 mins (for approximately 1 - 1.2km i guess not too sure )
And another leisure high intensive dance session for 20 mins. LOLX

Guess Overall today should be considered a good start for my diet, now the only problem is how to maintain. Gonna try a new way tomorrow by adding in a new exercise which is to slow jog 30 mins before breakfast and school. (Provided I Can Wake Up Tat Early!)
Also going to Gym tomorrow with my dragonboat team.

Extra : Surprisingly, My coach actually put me in the court for 1 set. I wonder if the sun is going to rise from west side tomorrow? I thought in his eyes only got the year 1s nowadays, while year 3s like me are no longer important since we are graduating, and the year 1s are our main attacking power...

2008-10-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

First Major Event Of Dragonboat

Today was my first event of dragonboat after 3 months of training. The feeling and experience was great!! ( Was Tiring too...) Was fun as it is really 1 of a kind experience where boat clashes and paddles fight! Anyway forgot to tell you all I was participating in the 10km challenge ( Long distance rowing ).

There was this part of the race, not long after the race started, our boat got sandwich to the wall by this other team, den another boat clash up from the back! Then the paddles were all cramped up! So fun! After we got out of the situation, it was the long and endure part of the race, where we keep rowing, and rowing, and rowing! Anyway, the race was more of like between my team, the tanglin dragons, vs the PA dragons! There is another story behind the 2 teams, regarding the seniors of the team, so the whole race my team's target was like to overtake and win the PA dragons! Lolx! Ok thats all for the story, and I will add on some pictures!
Team Photo

When I am on the boat~

F4 = FAT 4!!

2008-08-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

Juz finish training Juz now. As usual, sidekick life. But tats not the main topic for the day.

Today I am going to talk about ugly actions of Singaporeans , and the differences in the past and now.

10 Ugly Actions Of Singaporeans

Never ever give way when alighting and boarding the bus.
After some festivals, example Chirstmas, you will see the whole street filled with rubbish.
Once the MRT arrives at the station, they will rush in like some mad dogs and savage for seats.
Do not understand signs such as move to the back of the bus.
If to listen to how youngsters speak nowadays, in 1 sentence there will be up to 3 vulgar language.
Once they got abit of fame or money, they will start to YAYA Papaya. ( Stupid customers that loves to complain and treat waiters like dogs. )
Complain Complain Complain, and they are always at the right side, with no mistakes at all.
My benefits will always come before other people, they die their own business.
$$$ Money comes first in any situation, no money no talk.
Can never give in to things as long as they find things not beneficial to them.

10 Differences In People From The Past and Now

Use to greet people even they don't know each other well in kampong, now even you know the person's name, or even know the person, might not even greet.
Appreciate things given to them, even its the smallest things like a letter or a card, but now people will complain now still use letter, should use email ma!
Last time people believes hardwork will pay off, so they don't mind doing extra, but now people you ask them to do a little bit more, they complain and curse and swear.
Will respect their parents like nobody's business, but now they dun give a damn bout what their parents said.
People enjoy comments in the past, as they believe that can help them to improve, but now people might be unhappy and dun like to listen to others as they find themselves always right.
People likes to be humble in the past, but now people very YAYA Papaya.
Loves their mothertounge language, and usually speak in that, but now even some chinese students can failed their mothertounge to a grade of F9.
People do things for others not asking for return, but now, if no benefits, who will give a damn.
They believe in learning a new skill will help them to gain more in the past, now people are so lazy when you ask them to upgrade themselves, they think it's not nessccery and believe that 1 skill can get them easy on with life.
Last but not least, how often do you hear "Sorry" or "Thank you" or even "PLEASE" from people now?

Thats all for now, but if you find yourself in one of the catergories above, maybe its time to make some changes.

2008-08-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

There is a saying " Its Never Too Late To Start " , but it is often overlooked that there are consequences and conditions behind.

Be Ready that you will be always putting yourself below others.
Be Ready that you will be forgotten.
You will hardly be able to join into their conversation topics so eventually you will end up keeping quiet.
You Try very hard to improve but somehow you just feel you are lousy no matter how hard you try.
You will reach one point where you want to improve badly but your coach doesn't pays attention to you.
You will spend time emo-ing because you always find that you are useless.
You Find your own ways out but still doesn't seems to work out well.
Your words will never be taken into considerations much.
Your hardwork will never be seen and will be taken for granted.
You will start to feel lonely and emo again.

At times I always envy other people...
People who can really interact well and sociable with people.
People who are really quick and can receive balls well.
People who can set and are being favored by coaches.
People who are experienced, and can really do well in all areas, spiking, receiving and setting.
People who are tall, basically that overcomes things.
People who can really bring the team together, and people find them important.

I always envy other people, but I don't have any factors people will envy about me. I have people with these factors in my team, and all of them seems so good to me.
I really wonder, in these 3 years, what have I improved? What am I really good at?
Who can tell me what can I good at?

I really wonder, how far can I improve in these last 4 months?
I almost forgot about these... When you don't have high hopes, you will have no disappointment.
Who can encourage me to push me forward?
Will it make any difference without me around?
Will anyone ask me back to play volleyball if I quit?
I doubt so...

Accepting the fact, it's never too late to start something,
but you will be always be later than others,
weaker than others.

2008-07-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

Finally its FRIDAY!

Long Waited... Tomorrow I am going for my second session of dragonboating.. so excited hope it doesn't rains...

Tomorrow I am going to resume work at night too... Sianzz...

But recently, I feel lots of changes in me. I start to feel that the lesser I get Gan Chong about something, the better I can do.

I change my attitude against things to. No longer persistence against my stupid values, and face getting thicker... LOLX...

Dun really care how others think much now, just do things I like on my own way... I never knew that disturbing people can be that fun, and its my first time to chat continuously on MSN for 1hr!

Maybe I always emo because I care too much how people think, and always think others find me useless and anything, and when I really dun care about it, I feel so much better. Wad To Be Afraid About ? NOTING!!

Recently like to go against things... Following is some pictures I have came up with, no grudges ok!

OSG is the stupid office that ban us from wearing slippers,
Wilson Ang is the stupid OSG head that bans us from using indoor court!
Anti-bobby is to disturb Bobby Loe Tengyi!

2008-07-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

Just Thought Over It... Stop Emoing and Start Moving...

Let Me Fight For This 1 Last Time, And Actually Its My Last Chance In RP...

I Shall Start My Intensive Training Again, Back Like Last Time, Starting From The Basics.

I Dun Wanna Be Thrown Around Anymore, At Least Get A Fix Position, Thats All I Want.

2008-07-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

Life Is Unfair and its true. Or Should I Say, I have no value?

Some People Have Good Looks And Gain Advantage From It. I dun Have.
Some People Are Very Smart and They Earn From It. I dun Have.
Some People Have Nice body and are Fit. I dun Have.
Some People Are born Rich and can Change their Life With It. I dun Have.
Some People Have very Good Social skills, and they tend to gain from their social circle. I dun Have.

Why are they so many people with such factors, and some with more den one, but I dun have any things where I am good and be proud of it?

In Sports, I dun excel when I play table tennis during secondary school.

And now, in volleyball, I cant set well, cant spike well and cant receive well.
I dun even have a fix position. Sometime I really think wads the point of me playing when I dun even have any good points. When I see my team mates all excel in a certain place, I just feel so far away and so out of place.

In life, I live in a normal family, where I have to do part time to support some of my expenses.
I am overweight and no matter how I try to slim down and train fitter, it will never work.
I am not that smart, and I cant excel in school. I just can't simply social with anyone, as I tend to be quiet when I feel that I can't blend in.
And of course, my looks CMI.

Whats the point of having my miserable life when I everything in my life just doesn't seems to be easy for me...?
I want to change, but it just doesn't works no matter how hard I try...
Could someone tell in anythings I am good at and I will be proud of?
Please Dun tell me I am good at picking ball and setting net. I feel Miserable When I hear That.

2008-07-07T11:20:00.000+08:00

Very Unhappy...

I dunoe I am consider unlucky or wad...
First I was injured on my back, ended up in A & E for 5 hrs.
Den my leg the fungus went too dry end up cracking giving me so much pain every step i take.

Now today...
I actually was late for school so I decided to take cab to school. I waited for 15mins and din get cab at all. Ended up resolving to take bus to woodlands and take cab.
When I reach woodlands, the taxi stand long queue. This is the first time I ever see that the taxi stand at woodlands MRT will long queue one. But luckily, there was this cab that was changing shift and he was going near woodlands area so I get to cut queue. But once I got onto the cab, the taxi driver was smoking and driving at the same time.

I thought that was all that is going to happen for today....

Once I reach school and on my MSN, I receive bad news that I was replaced by the coach from the main 12 last week due to my injury. Damn sad. I spend so much time ended up I get noting in return. Really make my day...

I thought that is already the worst to the worst...

I thought that getting a sweet drink from the cafe would make me feel better, but was it unlucky or wad, after I ordered, I had to wait for 15 mins, when all those people who ordered later den me had got their drinks , while my order was forgotten. Am I insignificant or wad?! Ended up fired up and had to go demanding on my drink from the crew of this lousy service cafe of RP!

I hope thats the worst that can come to me, cause I cannot take anymore of these nonsense any more...

2008-01-21T09:34:00.001+08:00

After some time of not updating, I think is time to do some updating lolx! I really will try to update it more often nowadays.

New Year, New Format, New Blogskin!

Recently I found 1 thing really caught my attention. Let you guys Wad is it!?

If you don't see in detail, you will never realize that this is a MP3 from Disney. All sorts of wacky ideas from them right?! I wonder what other products they will have? Maybe the should come out with a mickey headphone so others using it will look just like mickey mouse?
Lastly, will share with everyone some cam-hore pictures! And next coming update, which will be within this week, will be on my shopping spree!? So Keep coming here and see!

1 Of the Coolest Mp3 I Have Seen!

( The following product doesn't belongs to me! Special Thanks to Cheryl My classmate for lending me her Mp3 and camera! )

2007-09-15T11:38:00.000+08:00

Back From Kelong

Finally Back from kelong! Fun but tiring trip! The moment I step into the lands of Singapore I felt like home ~

Day 1

I didn't sleep the night before because we are meeting at 6.15am, and if i sleep, I will not be able to wake up for sure... I reach Kranji MRT early and grab some breakfast after meeting up with Kevin. Then yenkai brought a friend along and introduce to us, and his name is JC (junchin). After everyone meets up and we board the van that drives us all the way to the jetty in Malaysia. It took some time before we reach there, and of course, I spent some time sleeping on the van. Then we reach the jetty, board the boat and move to the kelong...

After we settled down, Most of them went fishing and I was there just enjoying the view of the sea. Not long later, lunch was served. Guess Wad, the lunch was a WOW! 1 fish, 1 sotong, 1 veggie and 1 soup !

Then as the day moves along we went for island hopping, which the boat sends us to a island where the water is clear and the beach is made up of fine sand, and there doesn't seems to be people living there... We swam for awhile, den proceeded to pick up some seashells. But honestly, that island was quite eerie as there were so many houses on the island, but most of them are not occupied.

We went back and showered and dinner was even better than lunch... Crab, prawn, fish, veggie and soup!! Den I went for a nap while the rest continues to fish, and someone actually use soap to play a prank on me lar!
Woke up, ate supper, and played majong with alex, den went to sleep again.

Day 2

It was more or less the same as first day, but we went snookering on day 2. We were able to see those magnificent corals and reefs and in fact, it was quite scary when you see them covering the whole patch of the sea. It is like you were going to get eaten by them and there were also lots of fishes around them, as well as sea urchins!!!
Same thing, went back shower den later in the night after dinner, we started off to gamble abit. After that, I resume to play majong again!

Day 3

It was time to go home today, so we packed up and get ready. Before we packed up, them were fishing, taking pictures and I was basically slacking around. And den comes the funny part, they went off jumping into the sea from the kelong and I was mad enough to join them in their jumping. But that was really a great experience as you won't get to try it many times in your life. And off we go travelling back home.

( P.S. Junchin is really a great photographer and a great fisherman!!! )

2007-09-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

Haha! Wad A surprise that I am blogging now...

Guess wad I am doing, might be 1 of the most stupid thing in life, waiting!
I cant believe it.... it is 5.30 already, yet no one have turned up as the training starts at 6.
Those that know me well know that I dun have the patience to wait for too long, but I have been waiting since 4 pm. Lolx

Wat a busy holiday it is, work, work work.!
I Still got a pp to finish, a website to be done and going on a holiday to the kelong next week and yet I am wasting time now to wait for people to come training.
LOLX~ SOOOOO BORING!! I wanna go sentosa!!

Anyway, I went sentosa last week with dove and frans, actually still got 2 of their frens, but ended up never come. It was considered quite a fun trip as I got to play beach volley, which I haven been touching for months! I am going this week end again!!

And recently i took this survey to test out which type of people I am, and to my suprise I am a Theateric Person! LOLX! The only time i act is to fake that I am sick so I dun have to go to work!

Hai... Life is sooo boring wasting my time waiting and waiting, is it really true that 1/5 of a person life is wasted in waiting?

2007-05-13T20:02:00.000+08:00

Woot! Its sunday again~ Slacking Day Of the week...
Basically this week was a very "happening" week, since I posted on wednesday, alot more happened everyday.

Thursday...
After having so much emotional things happening on the last night, I overslept and missed school, but went for UT after school and went for volleyball training. But I really didn't expected some of them actually planned a birthday celebration for me, yenkai and daikuan. It was really unexpected, but I would really like to say thx to all who have planned all this. Although what was expected that mostly realise that it was mine and daikuan's birthday on that day, but I really appreciated for all the effort they made for me. Training was also quite a nice one, to my surprise, it was considered quite a fun training.

Friday...
There is always a chinese sayings :" When there is a one, there will be always a two followed up."... In other words, I missed my lesson again on friday !! lolx ~
Haha! Then I went to school pass the cage keys to my captain and meet up with wilson before going off to town to celebrate my birthday with my friends. Abit regret never go for Glitz, as it seems to be a fun night too. But anyway, I meet up with my friends and went down to town to had some fun and went for dinner at "Tian Tian" steamboat. Basically, overall rating I give that steamboat a 6/10.

Saturday...
Woke Up at 6 in the morning to make my way down to sentosa, cause today was Rip Curl Beach Volleyball Competiton!! Right in the early in the morning, siloso beach was already packed up volleyballers from all over the place. Saw some familar faces around, and really enjoyed the time spend there as most of the RP volleyballers are there, and we even get to play against each other. Spend most of the time at the beach, so got tanned ( or u can say burned!! lolx )

Wrap Up...
Basically, I have recieved 3 presents until now, 2 jersey, 1 sleeveless and another normal one, both with my name and favorite number printed on it. I was really happy as those were my first jerseys with my name printed on it. And then, I recieve a NUM party tank top from my friends.
And now, basically suffering from the side effects of Sentosa. Here pain there pain as long as the place expose to sun now is feeling pain.... GTG sleep ler, dun wanna miss class anymore~

2007-03-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

Long Time No Blog Again... Today same same training day, and going to sakae Sushi Tomorow!! YEAH!!!!
Anyway, today quite alot happen... And lastly, I want to post this down... This is some of the contend that my captain said to me on msn after i reach home...( its in piece and pieces, cause i took out important parts to me )

Being able to read your opponent, react fast and daring enuff are the components of a good libero

But for now, try to make sure ur ball goes to where u direct

where to get the ball to at different circumstances

Control it well

with power, speed and accuracy

Reduce on sorries, increase on positive experience absorption

Remember all your good plays

So be daring n confident during training

Set aims

And why did i post all this things here, cause I would really like to thx him for telling me all this. I know I am still far from being good, and this are things I can learn for now...

Jiayou!!! I can do it!!!

2007-03-10T02:52:00.000+08:00

Ok Once Again long time no post.
My Blog Actually crashed some time ago so now i changed the bloody blog skin again, which is chosen randomly.
So this blog skin will not be permanent, and I might be changing it soon.
Another thing is that my tag box got some problem so got to do something about it as well/
So for the time being you guys can't tag to me, sorry about that!!
So recently more and more things to do, cause want to play U19 in june, so I am desperately trying to improve my skills, as I find that I am nowhere near the standard needed.
Den, more time spending with my friends, chalet, going out and many other things.

So Thats more or less what I am doing at the moment, juz trying desperatly to do better in volleyball, and cutting weight down, getting more muscles, and keep on dreaming to be sucessful, and I know 1 day I will be!!! lolx!!!

2007-02-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

Harlow... Long time no see...
Recently, watched norbit and ghost rider... overall both is quite nice show ~
New year so borrrring...noting do, no training...
So actually went to watch all those movies, and spend alot...
Eat sakae sushi, vi'lage, all sorts of expensive place to eat!!!
Now finally broke, cannot go out too much ler lolx...
Guess wad, my ang bao $$ this year got $70 dollar!!! (like usual la)
Now, juz wanna faster training start, school start...
I will post pictures up later...

2007-02-17T04:22:00.000+08:00

Long Time no post almost 2 weeks...
Holidays alredi, so boring....
Umm... recently more people joined the volleyball team, so = more frenz, haha so happy....
Then is like the long boring holidays again, noting do, new year coming, so getting ready for it...
As usual, practise volleyball is the best thing to do, den really bad weather days might even end up in the gym...
Ok more of special today, I went to watch the show " Norbit "... not bad quite funny, and a big thx to my fren alex who got the free preview tickets and invited me to go... quite a nice day spent at orchard...
Went to eat at this restaurant called vil'lage, den went cine wait for the show, and as usual, when I end up at cine, the arcade is a sure go place for me!!!
More or less this is happening in my boring holidays...hai so sad...
Time really flies, people grow old, and I am reaching year 2 alredi... juz like I said really enjoyed my life in RP, and some of my frenz are graduating already, so sad, only know them 1 year and they leaving... regret i didn't study hard for o'lvl the first time, so can know them earlier...
Ok!! tats more or less i am gonna say, juz make sure I will use my time more wisely, cause I am young, and I want to spend my time usefully, making something in my life memorable!!!

2007-02-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hi , long time no blog!!~
Finally , cleared my phone bills... And new year is coming soon...YEAH!!!
After clearing all those stuff in my room, I did the next important thing for new year... SHOPPING!!!
So happy, can go shopping with a good reason, and got supported for anything I buy!!!
I bought 3 shirts and 1 jeans, like usual, I bought those that I like, not thinking others comments too much ~
Things I have discovered during the shopping trip...
1. Nowadays T-shirt are so cheap skate, their design is just to download some fonts from dafont.com ( where I download my fonts for my presentation ) , and write in their name ( etc. flesh imp ) and sell it to others for 30 bucks.
2. Salesman from New Urban Male ( NUM ) all have those "HIMBO" looks... ( HIMBO is the male version of BIMBO )
3. Heeren is a nice shopping paradise other than far east!!! ( I am a orchard idoit ok!! )
4. The clothes from NUM actually is not too bad after all, in fact quite nice... ( Too Bad, Its still a HIMBO paradise !!! HAHA ) ( But the clothes design are simple and nice, and not like those that uses those download fonts from some websites, and is 1 of a kind )
5. Bugis is another not bad shopping paradise, but not as good as orchard.

Okay, thats more or less I am gonna say, but anyway thx to dove, alecs , peilun , benson for accompanying me to shop around!!! And sorry, cause I never listen to others comments, and I still bought those shirts that I liked!!!

2007-01-30T11:03:00.000+08:00

Guess Wad, I feel damn bored at the moment... First day of the week, and it is Science again ~
Cannot OS ( outsource ), and I am like doing the OS ( opening stock ) , for others to OS ( out source )...
Pure bored...juz looking forward to training after school, cause I really nothing to do now...
The past few days all slacking around, and now I am still slacking ~ The semester is ending soon, and soon I will need to part with the class now, and move on to my year 2.
Happy time sure flies, its been a year since I joined RP, and learned lots of things from the people around me. Not only knowledge, skills, I even learned how others feel when I do something. I have learn a important lesson, never interrupt when a girl is talking, cause that is the basic manners you want to show her.
For those that I have actually interrupted in your talk b4, I apologize for what I have did.
Recently, new year is around the corner, so I packed my house like what I have said b4. I found some pictures and yearbook of my past, and it really gave me a good laugh. Looking at the past and now, how much difference there are in me.
So sad, cause I have already spent 1 year in RP, and I am only left with 2 years in RP. I really love my school. Nice Environment, Friendly people, Friends, Sisters, Brothers, and even sayang in my school.
But I really had a great time in the past year, although some of my brothers are graduating and leaving already, hope to keep in contact with them.
RP ROX ~

2007-01-28T02:14:00.000+08:00

Hai...weekends again...
So boring!!! HAha... Today, my fren book out from camp so we actually went for dinner together...
After the dinner, I went home, and actually did some spring cleaning. Cleared out tons of unwanted books, packed up my closet ( actually the clothes are all over the cabinet, but now cleared ).
It is very clearly that I am someone that rarely clean up my closets!!!! Haha...
Ok ~ thats more or less I have done today, got to go practice more...
( ps. I have found some of my old pictures, and I am soooo shock to see them, cant even recognize myself...)

2007-01-23T10:55:00.000+08:00

Wa long time no blog, basically lazy HAHA!!
Went to Sentosa on sunday!! The Sun was damn nice, nice until I got burn until like roast pig.HAHAHA
Went with my secondary school fren Dove, and he bought along his frenz. But eventually turn into my frenz as well lar. There were like 5 of us, Alan, Enen, France, dove and me in a car and Alan drove into sentosa. Quite a nice day spending there.
Then after that we went to pastamania to eat lunch. But beware!!! The lousy mushroom pasta sux... it is tasteless and in fact digusting!!! So dun eat it!!!
At night actually went to eat dinner with my secondary school frenz, den went arcade play awhile. Went Home study UT...
Anyway, my hp is cut off so if you guys want contact me call my house at 67594184 or on msn.
Hai, need to wait till next month b4 I can clear my bills.
Now is science, which is pure boredom and kinda easy, so got the free time to come blog...
Later got training and I am going to chong like siao...
Getting shorter and shorter
And shorter
End...

2007-01-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry, but this is another post about me and volleyball again.
Today, it is a sad day for me. All my hopes are kinda broken, and after all they might be just false hopes. I was sad, not because of the team losing. The main thing is that I find that no one has actually considered me at all.
After the match we went to mos burger to eat. On the bus back to woodlands, Alecs was so happy cause he finally proved that he was useful as he has got 5 points for the team. I was also quite happy for him, cause he finally proves to the coach that people he doesn't focus training on also have their uses. And while we were talking, I ask him that whether I have to chance to play in U19. And as expected, he said quite hard. Its ok for him to say that, cause I know maybe now I might not be good enuff for to play.
Here comes the main point. After the meal at mos burger, they started off discussing about who would play in the U19. They started off with those familiar names, all the way to asking the subset, Eugene to come back to the team to play libero. Even though knowing I wish to be libero, no one actually cared about it. In fact there were no signs of my name to mentioned. I was left out during trainings, not being considered into main 12 of IVP, and now not even U19.I really felt so transparent, so left out.
They were saying, when mus, elwin and alecs leaves, our team will be much more weaker, and I really wonder, if I leave, will anyone even bother? Will it affect anything at all? If someone from main team never turns up for training, they will ask about it, and I wonder again, will anyone even notice I am not there?
I have been always trying out my best, being very serious with trainings, and even train on my own during free time, but noting ever seems to change. I really wish to do something memorable in my poly days. I had never done anything that can make me feel memorable in the past, and I dun wish that this continues.I want others take note of me, not really find me important, just to take note of me. When I see everyone in the team gets to play today, I was so envy. Everyone gets to play, and they all their positions. What am I??? Where is my position?? I really dunnoe. Everyone have a position in the game, centre, setter, liboro, main spike. But where am I??
1 year ago in the orentation SLA fiesta, I chose volleyball as my IG. I came for trainings, doing all my trainings seriously, and see people from the same batch getting lesser and lesser. But 1 year have passed, and I still find that I am still on the spot, haven't move nearer toward the main team. I have nothing that I am better than others, not spiking, not setting. I even encourage others, and see them moving on. Wong has entered the main team, dai guan that joined later than me has also gone into the main team. But me? I am still sitting outside, very far from where I want to be.
Everyone in the team knows I want to be libero, and I even requested to coach to train me, but until now I dun see others to see me as one. I listen to their advice, and tries to improve, but maybe not doing it right, I am still where I used to be.
Someone asked me why am I so defensive sometimes when I speak. If you are a person being mocked since primary school,all the way till now, how would you feel? I was never being treated as important person. During Secondary school, I was always treated as the weakest reserve of my table tennis team. I was always mocked to be fat. I was always looked down. And now treated transparent. How can I be not defensive ?
Now what I can really do is just to continue to do the same things, hoping one day that I will be given a position, treated as a part of the team.

2007-01-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

For others it might be a holiday to them for this monday and tuesday due to open house, but not for me. I actually signed up as a tour guide for students visiting our school. And I really like this duty, not only because I like my school, get to play around, but most importantly, I get to know more people around.

Although it might be tiring cause I have to talk ( or rather call it shouting ) in a noisy place, take note of all the students, and nid to walk and explain around the school, but basically it was pure fun. I have always wanted to be a tour guide, showing people nice thing and beautiful places, and this was like wad I did, showing others my school, why I like it and enjoy studying here.

And the best things are not getting CE points or get to know more around the school, but is to get to know more people. I didn't only get to know all those tour guides, SA people, I get to know people from different school. It actually boost my confidence to speak up to people, and start off a conversation with others.

As you know, people with no special talents (like me!!!), usually find it hard to start off some conversation, due to we find that talking to people that are like more superior( HA!) , we will find it not comfortable... Maybe this situation only happens to me, and maybe not... (I was like talking to this teens magazine Mr.handsome winner and I wasn't having that, shit, why do I have to talk to this kind to good looking guy around the school... )

But anyway, I know my pros and cons well, I might not be handsome, good-looking in anyway, and might not have special talents like sports, music, or smart... but I have my pros too. Basically, I am thick skin, hardly feel shameful, never give up ( others call this stubbon ), super duper hyperactive, optimistic I guess, and lastly I guess my smile will let others find me frenly?!(will it??) HAHA, I am like praising myself here lolx!!! But overall, I believe hardwork can overcome all my cons, and turn the cons to pros.( provided those that can be change lar, good-looking maybe not~)

Ok, tats all for the day, And overall I really enjoyed being a tour guide, being able to do something I always wants to do. (I find myself going mad, cause I am going around talking to people I dun know, and they actually reply back... or maybe it is juz because it is on the open house days lolx!!)

2007-01-14T02:38:00.000+08:00

Normal Saturday again, as usual tat lazy!!! Like wad I have said, I wanna work for U19, so I did today. And for more, I receive a message in the morning from yenkai, my VB teammate- captain for this year. He apologized for not doing well in the recent game. But I find that it was not his fault, since volleyball is a team game, everyone has a part to play, and everyone holds the responsibility for lost. And that motivates me to work harder, in order to play apart in the team.
I went down to the void deck and practice against the wall on my own...and so many ppl walk past looking at me with those kind of weird weird eyes... but i didn't really cared but continued practicing on my own!!!
Now, I will not stop because of disappointment or how people look at me, cause I know I keep practicing, I will be better than how I am now, and 1 day my turn will come.

2007-01-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

Ok, its time for me to share my sorrows and my dreams. Lolx...
Today, went down to TP to watch the guys volleyball match against NP. Although we lost, it is the very first time where i can see the team as 1, where we cheer as one, shout as 1. I am still very proud of them, even if they lost cause they finally played as a team.
And by looking at them, it really gives me the BIG push that I also want to play badly in the court. I might not be as experienced as any one of them in there, and not well skilled as any one, or even can sae I am still not good enough to go into the court. That is y I am still still by the side, not on the bench, not in the court. And under 19 is the next upcoming match. If i really get to play, I will be really glad, but if I can't, I could only say my skills are not there yet. And how can I improve, train and everything??? Not much things cause till now KT still not bothering about us non-main team players. All I can do is ask from advice from everyone and learn from there. Really got lots of things to do b4 the U19 match comes. Or shall I say only got 1 important thing to do, and that is to practice more!!!
I guess I will make full use of the 2 months holiday and b4 the new year 1 comes in, I need to achieve something to ensure I can make sure I get a position to play. Other den practicing on my own and go trainings, I guess nothing much else I can do, since I dun think I can get experience without playing match, and that means KT muz let me play before I can get any experience...
This might really sounds easy, but like wad we always say, action speaks louder than words.And of course, actions are also harder than words. So all I do, is juz to work and work and work, while what you guys out there can do for me, is to tell me my mistakes and give me some support to keep me going. And I would like to say again, Thank you everyone, without you guys, I might not make it this far.
So lets just make it a bet, who thinks that I am going to make it into the main 12 of U19??
Ok Thats all about wad I am going to do, and btw I am gonna be the tour guide for RP open house!!! (always wanted to be some tour guide, and now finally is 1!!!)
Wish Me Good Luck!!!

2007-01-10T11:22:00.000+08:00

Hi, Long time no update again, and its been a week or more... the volleyball IVP has started and of course I am not in the team... After hearing from alecs saying that I was not considered at all to be in the team abit sad, cause is like i very useless... But nvm I make sure next time I get in...This time cannot, next time sure can one....( hope so!! )
All along I hope the reason I didn't get in is because I was taken as a libero ( those 1 in a team position), so if I didn't get in is because there are other liberos around so I didn't get in is because I am still not good enuff...but after all, I am still not tat good lolx!!! so people around, when see my mistakes tell me hor!!! I need to learn ~
Ok, enuff of volley, I noe alot complaining again... lets talk about life...honestly, not much happened,normal like days, dancing singing laughing playing schooling everyday!!! not much special, juz tat I am going to watch the IVP match everyday, or going to the gym during weekends...
Really dunoe wad have became of me, really dunoe wad I have changed, did I improve? All these are questions I cant answer myself, thus I really need everyones comments and tips to me for me to be a better me.
"Listening is always the best way to be a better me" by Keith!!!
"Lets Not Wait For Things To Happen, Instead Work For The Thing To Happen" by Keith too!!!
"Chances will not drop from the sky, and I shall not sit and wait for the chance to come..." Of course, it is still written by me!!!
Hahahaha, so free, lots of you must be cursing WTH are you blogging about, but really ps, cause really not much happening, but I am going to dedicate my coming holiday to volleyball, cause I am going to place my bet on the next upcoming match, as if I dun get to play, when the NEW year 1 comes in, my chances will be almost 0% to play, so it is a once and for all or nothing at all bet...
By the way, thank you for everyones support and encouragement throughout all this time...
"Support from others is the best way to a person going on" By Keith, which is still me!!!
( I am such a IDIOT!!!! WAHAHAHA)

2007-01-04T13:07:00.001+08:00

Hahaha, A new year, a new start...So I changed the whole skin of my blog as well as u can see here.How is it not bad hor...
Okay, since is a new year, lets talk about new year resolutions. This is my first time writing resolutions, so dun demoralize me or I will slap your ass...
1. Slim Down
2. Gain muscle
3. Wear Singlet
4. Get tanned.
5. Be More Confident
6.Don't Be Too Lazy
7. Don't Be Too Emo
8.Adding In Later....

Hahaha, tat should be all. But anyway, thx for everyone in the past years for all the time with me.I really enjoyed my time with everyone and the memories are beautiful.THANK YOU!!!
I also enjoyed a very nice christmas and New Year. The fireworks teaches me 1 thing- beautiful things might not last forever, but at least it shines beautifully for once...

2007-01-04T13:07:00.000+08:00

2006-12-27T03:52:00.000+08:00

Its the end of the year again...But to be truthful, I really enjoy this year very much... I get to go to school, get new frenz, pick up a new sports, and many other happy things that have happened after the miserable year when retaking O-lvls. Thanks everyone for making my year so enjoyable!!
On the 22nd of December, we celebrated teow poo birthday at K-box, and sang for the whole nite from 10-6...And it was damn tiring, but fun.
Its christmas festival again, and this year only me and dove went to orchard to countdown and watch eragon...And the show rox lar!!!HAHA~ After tat, everyone went to my house and we actually have steamboat for the whole nite.
And then, after 1 whole nite of staying awake, I finally got to sleep for a few hours...But not long after tat, I woke up and went to celebrate my uncle's birthday, which falls on the 25 of december.
And after celebrating with my uncle, I actually went down to amos house to celebrate christmas!!!
Wa, I haven been sleeping well for this few days, so I actually make good use for the next few days to sleep.
And lastly, time to complain from the fortunate life I am having again...Dammit, I start to find that KT( VB coach) is treating people as transparent man again, and of course I am 1 of them.
Den now, I will write some aims I wan for the next year...
1. I wan to wear singlet--> so must continue build muscle!!!
2. I wan go sentosa countdown next year --> so oso nid to cut fat and build muscle...
3. Dun wanna be trasparent man anymore!!!
4. Will add on later........

2006-12-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

Yo Check it Out!! Haha ~ I was digging out cloths from my closet and guess wad, I found my primary 6 tat time singlet, and best of all, I can nicely fit into the singlet... Last time I stop wearing it cause I was like a dumpling when I wore it, and now it is juz fitting nicely. Wahahaha ~
Then, I went to gym today and did some workouts, and wonderfully the effects are great sia~ my little mouse is growing!!!! ( as in the mouse on my arms !!) So I guess i will keep going there cause I can also feel muscles in my belly starts to strengthens~ wahahahaha
This is such a good holiday, so much nice things are happening in this holiday!!! By next year chinese new year I want to wear nice fitting Shirt HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
( Went Off Dreaming for nice things coming up ~ )

2006-12-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

Today, RP volleyball played against Yew Tee CSC... At first I tot I wun get any chance to play because both nigel and wallace was there ( both all play liboro, so I should be no chance ) but in surprise, I get to played the last set!! And is 1 whole Set!!! This is the first time I got to play when it is against outside teams... and the best thing is that I get to play 1 whole set, without getting sub out...
So happy that I was given the chance to play, and I find that I am so fortunate lar!! Get to learn and grab some experience from the match I play...SO SO SO Happy!!!
HaHa...quite tired ler i tink i sleeping soon...tomolo still need to go see doctor with my mom, cause her leg swollen cause kana step by some spoilt brat...

2006-12-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

Recently...got into the crave of getting tanned and wearing singlets... Other than that, even think of building some muscles... getting sick of being called fei zai... Joking!!
Suddenly veri Ai Mei ( wanna look nice ) , and since my body build is big size( genetic one!!! passed down from my grandfather to my dad to me ), so y dun i just make good use of this body size, instead of being fat, y dun just be fit instead...
Of course, saying is easier than actions, so I shall make good use of this holiday...
Tats all about it, but I suddenly found out today i am a very optimistic ...
Everything in my world is always beautiful and all problems will be solved somehow, yet i sometimes i still complain about things, while there are other people who have even more problems than me... And I am always sooo happy with the time I am having now...
So, I would really want to thank everyone here who gives me so much support at all times...Really good to have you guys as my frenz, my sisters, and my bros...
This is going to be a long busy holiday, cause i wanna ready before the next semester comes...

2006-11-27T09:35:00.000+08:00

Tooooooooooooooooooooooo Free HAHA.... No Lar , Recently I am like going into diet again, and I am doing it this for REAL this time ok!!! ( Confirm alot ppl will say lets see how long can you last, or confirm give up blah blah blah )
Ok I made a video on my current class now, and lemme try posting it up... I will make one on W25L and my secondary school one real soon, once i get hold of the pictures.
And like wad I have said, time really flies, it is the 10 week of year 1 alredi... Few days ago i went out with some ex-classmates of secondary school, and it was like ages we haven seen each other. And veri fast, the long and boring holidays are coming soon... Ok now lets try the movie...

2006-11-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

Wa...Kana Spam Again.... Everyone is asking me to update blog lolx....
Time REALLY Fly, so fast is already 9weeks gone... Now another 7 weeks with my class left...sobzzz...
And time with my ex-classmates, even lesser...so dun complain for not updating blog, cause I dun even got time to accompany you all....
And So fast, I am reaching year 2 soon.... getting older again...HAHAHA
Recently I went to did some "dumb"bells lifting, and until now my muscles are kinda arching...
HAHA, need to precious the moments with my frenz now, no matter is W25L, W25D or my "brothers" from volleyball, and of course my buddies from secondary school...
Thinking of how fast things can pass, I want to thank everyone for bringing all those fun moments to me and helping me through all the difficult times.
Umm.... Since today's lesson is sooooooooo BORING, I think I wanna post some pictures in...

The 2 Big Face!!!!

Gone Mad In K-Box !?!?!?

WAHAHA... You Are Surrounded...Surrender And Let Us Wear Slippers In School...

2006-11-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

If you were to ask me wad have i done today, I will tell you that once the coach came, I have only pick balls and thrown balls. You might say that I throw ball is a help to train control my strength, and I will agree to that... I dun mind picking balls, but I juz wish that I am given a chance to participate and play, and learn at the same time, but when they play match, I didn't get to play. It is like once he came, I haven't been doing anyting that can make me sweat. Sometimes I really find that playing games before training is better than training as I do not get to participate...
Thats Why I was not happy at all... I know myself and the situation I am in now... If by next year under 19 I dun improve and get to play in the matches, I will hardly get to play in 3 years. This might be the only chance where I can get to play, thats y I wanna improve and do my best now... but not only not getting to play during training, I got hit down by someones words...
When on the way to the MRT, I was walking with wallace, he said that my recieving and my skills have never improved since he saw me last time.... All along I was thinking that I have improved bit by bit, but when I heard that, I ws really depressed... Was I juz wasting time in the past months training??? I really duno... recently I find everyone is having such a cold attitude to me... And I felt that I am really useless and no one puts me in their eyes... Or is it that they find me irritating??
I really feel so hopeless and desperate without help now, and I can do noting about it... I dun wish that I will sit on the bench or even not on the bench for all 3 years... And if this goes on, I can hardly get any experience and if wad wallace says is true, I can never get to play as a player of a team... I am now so desperate to improve myself, and yet getting to hear a news that I havent been improvin since I first started playing... Looking at people getting to play, but not putting in the full effort, I sometimes sure feel angry...

2006-10-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

Dunoe From when onwards, I start to feel so lonely... I start to find that I am like always not enuff time... got to manage my time with my classmates, my ex-classmates in W25L, volleyball training and to spent my time with my buddys of my secondary school... It seems that everyone is complaining that I havent been spending enough time with them, and I find that too... I feel so sorry, so tired... My relationship with everyone is never like before anymore... but I juz doesn't have any extra time to do anything else... I felt so sorry about everything...
I cant do everything at once, and cant possibly satisfied everyone's likes and dislike...
Everyone has his or her own "wants", and sometimes they require others to be the same as well, this goes for me too, is juz tat mine is maybe lower than others... someone might want to be frenz with others who benefits him, some might want someone who can spend all his time with him...
As for me, I am open to anyone, I like frenz, as long they treat me as a fren... But at the same time, sometime I have to attend to everyone, so I hope you guys will understand me, as I have other people and things to attend to... I will always try to spend my time with you guys, as long as I am free, and even sometimes when I am not free, I try to go out with you guys, even it cause me to miss school that day... And as you guys know, I retook once my olvls, I dun wish to waste my time anymore, I was stuck in the year doing noting, and I really don't wish the same things ever happen again... I wan to live my life with colours, do something out of it and make as much frenz as possible... So now I am really trying to spend all my time with everyone I know, and I nid time to practise my skills for volleyball, as I am not good at all now...
So, I really appreciate all your understanding, although I can't spend all my time with you all, but I will spend as much time as possible with you all...
Its up to you guys to think of I have said is rubbish or not, but think carefully, you also want something in life, I bet you would not want to have only 1 bunch of frenz only, or juz do nothing in your life... you might want to be a businessman, sportsman or wadever, and for now, I have my own things that I wish to archeive too. And trust me, I know everyone got something in life they wish to do, and what they want to get from their frenz. I am someone who can see through things fast, are you happy or unhappy with certain things.
I will juz try to put in my time to archeive wad I wanna do, and spend the rest of my time with my frenz, and really enjoy the time I spend with you guys. Hope you all will understand I have things I wanna do as well, as I dun want to play as a reserve player forever, standing being people, and never ever being considered to play for the team, juz like wad wad happen in my secondary school. I have no talents, so the only way for me to sucess is to work hard. Everyone who knows me know that I can give up easily if I want to, but I am persistance to somethings sometimes, there will never be a giving up unless I know that there is no one being me, supporting me... And I hope you guys as my best frenz, I hope you all will give me your support, as I really nid it.
And if I really break my promise, I can only apologize. Sometimes people find me saying sorry too much times, and is like my sorries are not worth anyting, I can only say that thats the only way I can show apologize for not doing well.
And if you are unhappy with me for anyting, plz feel free to tell me, so I can change, and be a better me.

2006-09-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

Finally, settle the problem ler... swt... Luckily, I was not turned down... HENG AR!!!!
OK, anyway, the problem was to actually to request my coach to train me as a Libero for my team. After knowing Nigel( the Libero now ) canot play for under 19 next year, I was thinking whether I can make it or not. After some encouragement from frenz, I decided to request to my coach. Of course, it wun be tat easy. Before I can get trained as 1 , I will have to first be able to "Dig" the ball 100 times continuously and can only move 1.5m in radius. I cant do it now, but I will be training to do so, so plz gimme some support.
Anyway, I would like to say thx to Ryan, Gary, Nigel, Wong and Tingyun for giving me so much encouragement to talk to my coach. U guys noe i got such a weak character, everyting oso scare, everyting oso paiseh. lolx
From now on, I might not be so free as the past, as I got a goal that I wish to archieve, cause I dun wish to stay like this forever. I dun wan to regret anymore. And in the meanwhile, I am building confidence. Anyway, back to normal life...
yesterday, went out with some of my frenz to northpoint...veri long time never go alredi...and cannot tahan, I went to play arcade again!!!! lolx waste money !!! And we plan to go to rock climbing on tues or wednesday....sure look forward to it...

2006-09-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

I know alot of u complained and ask me to not talk too much of volleyball here...but I really nid to say tis out to relax abit...Dunoe who to talk to...
SHIT, DAMMIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so damn stress....
I dunoe should I do the ting i wan or not, cause i scare kana reject and alot ppl will disagree to it.
Knowing even more that some of my team mates are not playing for the team next year, I felt even more stressful... Although that might means I can get a chance to play, but I am still not that happy with it... Not sure of what to do, I am feeling very stressful now... Although they are not going to leave, juz playing for other team, I got this feeling alot of problems will come up...
There are alredi lots of problems and conflicts happening within us, even though they apologize for certain things, but I am assure that the problems will still exist.
After talking to wong after sumtime, felt much more better. THX wong !!!!!!

2006-09-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

Again haven been updating for sumtime...recently got sum photo of my malacca trip. I am going to post it up. Anyway, I make an decision, but I am going to do it on monday, after asking for sum advice from others. But tis decision might be turned down, so lets not open it up yet...
So after all, my time taken to training has come up with some results. At least I noe I didn't make the wrong decision even though I improve veri slowly.Reali happy to noe that. Again, sry to my frenz tat I have spent lesser time withh u guys due to training. Pai seh Pai seh.
Will keep u guys updated with my latest information.

2006-09-16T15:39:00.000+08:00

Today, woke up in the morning 7 am. Damn tired...If it is not for Volleyball training, I would have slept till late morning. And worst to worst, I did most of the punishment for the day, as most of the time when I am in which group, tat group will lose. Hai.... I still have a long way to go and to improve alot more...( I have treat those punisment as slim down exercise HAHAHA!!! )
But anyway that is not a main point... A few more days, the school term will start again, and I am looking forward to it. Who will be my classmates??? Will there be any freak in my class??? How can I go along with the people in my new class??? Those are all questions tat I am worried now. And most importantly, will they be "ON" people or not...Hope tat I won't meet up with a group of boring people. And I am still considering whether to change course or not...
But calculating tis way, by the end of 3 years, I will meet up with around 150 people or more...
And I will get 150 new frenz, and tat will be great. So afterall, changing class might be painful as ur frenz cant be in a same class as you, but you can make alot of new frenz within 3 years.
Sure hope to start school asap, because all I do at home during holidays I find them wasting my time, and there is not much meaningful tings to do... And everyday, eating slping playing computer is veri fattening...
Not onli tat, I find tat I am getting old and weaker... usually, when I play DDR or Para Para, I can play tons of times without stopping, and yesterday when I played, I can't even stand 1 round of dancing... Hai... old alredi, body power weakening, can't even dance properly... Nid to go practise more then can...
But anyway, from 18 to 20 september I will not update my blog as I will be at chalet !!!! YES!!! another time where I can be with my frenz, and enjoy the free time of doing noting in chalet...
( If you find today's post is boring, sry bout tat because I wrote it in a sleepwalking state... Veri sleepy at the moment, as I have slept for a few hours only last night...)

2006-09-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

Today, went to K-Box With some of my buddies. LOLz , that mean 5 guys (lousy voice ppl) screaming in a K-Box Room. Real Fun singing there. We sang lots of songs, from male singers to females singers, duet songs to groups singers. We even dance in the room. And most importantly, we ran through the rain juz to get to the K-Box... And when we reach there, we were all soaked.( wonder wad the lady by the counter was tinkng when she saw us.) Anyway, we really enjoyed our time there, and the lunch fish and chip rox man !!!! HAHA, next time anyone interested can ask me go, but dun mine me screaming there lolx. I will add in some pictures of the day asap. We went to plae Lan games after tat, and then they went off playing basketball while I came home to have a video conference with my sis who is overseas. Miss the chance to plae basketball, hai...( As If I will...) Ok, enjoyed my day veri much, and the class chalet will be on 18th, and I will be going to kill shu cheng for getting a GPA of 3.9......DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But seriously, next time can find me go K-Box...

2006-09-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

Todae I went to look into sum pictures of my class and decided to make them all up here. Most are from Tingyun's blog so alot of pictures have her in it. Really regretted not putting in more time for my classmates.I tink from the next semester onwards, I will wanna have more time for both my old and newclassmates instead spending too much time on IG... Since I am not tat important there too, I shall juz go on trainings and enjoy...
Now, to all the W25L, here are the wonderful memories we had together...

Gardeners Of W25L

My Life My Prata-Right (My Favorite Picture In The Semester !!!!!)
"Once A Prata, Forever A Prata...High High Into The Sky!!!"

Sleeping Beauty-Go Jackie Go !!!

Boy's Team

Gal's Team

Okay Tats most Of The Pictures I have, and I really miss those days of W25L, and I dun noe wad will be coming in the future classes I will be in, so I will remember the days we use to have. Lets go out more often for movies W25L... But not on a Tuesday and a Thursday plz... HAHA
Although The Time We Can Spent Together Is Limited,
Memories And Our Frenship Cannot Be Limited.

2006-09-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

Alrite !!! I am Back !!!
I Made this new blog due to problems with my old blog... Lots of problem with it !!!
My new blogs address used to be one of my favorite sentence, and shall be in the future after today. Today was really depressed due to some events. I find that others find me for granted, thus was kinda unhappy bout it... Then after some tinking, no choice cause my skills are limited so I still got no choice to choose wad I wanna do.
HAHA, depression comes outs again and I have been tinking... Where my talents really lies...
And as usual, found that I have no talents HAHAHAHA !!!!
Okay, nvm about tat... I kept most of the things in my blog almost the same as the old, and I used some of my VB knowledege in the blog codes changing process... Dun wish to say, but my VB is quite good after all!!! WAHAHAHA
Anyway something tat happened recently about me is like my interview with starbucks, and I should get the confirmation quite soon. Soon, I shall be kopi boi of StarBucks LOLzz.... Then, as usual for a holiday, plae games, go out plae and eat eat eat !!!!
Not much difference about my daily life, juz tat feeling quite sad about things in life, but got to accept facts as things come to you. Okay !! Will update my blog tomorrow as tommorow will StarBucks will confirm will I get the job or not ~~~